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sometimes life must not be so easy, learn from it

Your time is limited. Please, don't be trapped by Dogma which is living with the result of other people thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinion drown out your own inner voice, and the most important, have the courage to follow your heart & intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

I always confused with what are being said by people. Why they act like they are responsibility in my life, being a judges on my action. thank you very much if you love me, stranger, but kindly tell me who you're, it may easy for me to say big big thanks to you. 

Afraid what if i did not know you? kalau niat awak baik, saya akan ingat, but please trust me, being the haters just like leaves, terbang dibawak angin, tak siapa ingat. selalunya dalam hidup mesti ada seorang dua yang selalu campak onar dalam hidup orang lain.With all these kind of shit you did, just to show that i always several step forward than you, please don't make me think this nonsense sense? :p. Even if i had done the wrong things in anybody's life, and you're being the viewer to hear any story, please ask that human, to tell about what he/s did to me. Life must be fair. What i did, i just gave back to him/h which is not mine. saya balas pun baik-baik. i have been strong for too long, and i'm not that kind of nut people who always keep telling other's about mistakes somebody did. i have no time to take and doing the rigorous experiment about people because I don't know for how long i will live, so everyday i try to make my best and tell people that even if they hate me,if they love me, and even if they don't even know me, i still love them. And if you see that i fall, have not you ever think that you ever fell?

And i never being a judges in anybody's life, because i know everyone has a reason why they take any decision, and even if one day, they failed, at least they had tried their best. Guys, be careful of laughing at others, for perhaps people might forgive you and show their ignorance, but what if Allah not forgive your  laugh and your arrogance?

Especially dedicated to you, yes you, you know right how long i have been wasted my time for waiting my dreams come true? and you have no ideas for how long i have been sacrificed my life without get a return? yes ada yang cakap, buat sesuatu ikhlas. yes, sincere, and bohong la kalau setiap orang takmahu dihargai? so kenapa kita patut balas jasa ibu bapa bila mereka dah tua. sama, yang beza, relationship with parents and between people. and now, when i organized my step in order to find something better in my life, you shout out loud to your friends about what i did. have you told them, what you did to me for almost two years. and now, i won't watch my steps back.

i never go down without fighting, please let me try what the best for my life. somehow, if you accept people at their worst, other people will pay your best. trust me